Scared of Lonely

i wonder if people still read this?? lol.
if so, you should comment on this!!
i kno we dont write on this thing anymore, atleast i dont..but thats only because finals are coming up and all these tests..yada yada.
update: this semester is almost over. thank GAWD. it cant end soon enough.
im really feeling this beyonce CD right now. alot of people say she didn't go hard enough, but i feel that her songs came from the heart this album. sure, its not as good as B'day but its not had.
its a few songs on there that im relating too..like this one.
Scared of Lonely.
the lyrics really hit hard.
" im in this fight, and im swingin. and my arms are getting tired. i'm tryin to beat this emptiness but im running out of time. im sinkin in the sand and i can barely stand. im lost in the stream, i need you to hold me. im scared of lonely."
i feel that im searching for something and i dont know what exactly that is yet.
it's like im missing a little part of me that im longing and waiting for...hmm.
idk. maybe i'll find out what that is soon.


in other notes.
its getting cold outside.
that means boo cake time lol.
that means i need to get back on my pimpin game..i have surely been slipping lately!
i dont think being in a relationship is for me right now..even tho i want one BAD. its been a min.
but no? ehh..


comment this tho!